i have gained weight since the last time i posted…not much just 2 pounds, but i’m not going to be anywhere near my first gw for my birthday…i should perhaps choose a smaller goal now since i’ve been ignoring my diet and not exercising..at all. i’ll eat once a day…if i do that then i can basically eat whatever i want…besides i don’t really have the money for an abundance of food to be in my house (most of my meals come from work). 13 days until  my birthday, so i could easily turn that into 13 pounds..putting me at 165..its been a year since i’ve seen that number!…lets do this..ha. 

i would like to lose 17 more lbs before i turn 25!! that means since the start of the year i have lost 9lbs!! WEEE lol i haven’t been sticking too closely to the original plan..or running…its really hard for me to go to sleep before 3 am which causes me to sleep until just before work at..2 and then when i get off work i have to be ready to walk out the door anywhere 1 hour after i get home to 3 hours..doesn’t leave a lot of room for excersize and a shower since by the time we get home its already around 1 am.

i have stopped drinking for at least a few days…more so because i don’t really have the money to be drinking a bottle of wine everyday.yuck.  it will be until at least thursday before i have the money to do so… at work i’ve been just eating veggie subs..i plan to switch to just veggies salads with light dressing..no cheese (trying to be somewhat vegan..even if i can’t do it all the time at home)

todays weigh in::  176.6

sw::  185 D:

gw1(march2-birthday)::  160

gw2(may5-3rd wedding ann)::  135

ugw(july4-i’m an american)::  115

these are very hard goals in my mind and it will probably not end up like this..i’ll probably lose more gradually, but they are cool goals to have in mind [;

wow. i will be 25 and i feel like i’ve been stuck in the same rut and digging myself deeper since 18..7 years just flew by like it never happened..

time to get in shape…mentally and physically.

i can’t diet the way i’d like to at the moment due to money restrictions and my husband wont eat ANYTHING healthy…for instance he bought a red Baron pizza 3 days in a row for us to have for breakfast… blah

i have to eat 2 pieces.. (370 cals).. then at work (subwayy) i will eat a turkey 6inch on wheat NO CHEESE with all the veggies, brown mustard, honey mustard and vinegar = 320 cals = 690 cals that will be consumed in food.

i will drink 1 cup of tea w/ artificial sweetener and then i will drink water for the rest of the day.

tonight when i get home from work i will get on the treadmill until i can’t stand it anymore.

i must start to go to sleep by 2 am…and sleep until 11. this will be the perfect amount of sleep…

also alcohol….i will need to limit it to once a week.

my plan is to be down to 160 by my birthday (march 2). this should be easy..i’m so motivated :D even more so now that i have a working computer to check in with!!